DATE: 2/20/04
What I'm listening to today: "Bankrupt on Selling" by Modest Mouse
Today I saw all these business men crossing the street at lunch. They all had the same suits on and the same faces... on. I just kept thinking about what they were like when they were younger... were there faces always this serious?
DATE: 2/19/04
What I'm listening to today: "The Difficult Kind" by Sheryl Crow
Nothing harder than admitting you're wrong and really meaning it... knowing you screwed up... wishing like hell you could take it back... Sometimes the damage is done.
DATE: 2/18/04
What I'm listening to today: "You Can't Always Get What You Want" by the Rolling Stones
Ever have one of those dreams where everything you want to happen does and it's perfect...then you wake up and realize it was all just a dream and there's still so much missing? I hate that.
DATE: 2/17/04
What I'm listening to today: "Another White Dash" by Butterfly Boucher
- - - - Just looking to fill the questions implied by all these white dashes.
DATE: 2/16/04
What I'm listening to today: "There There" by Radiohead
So basically...everything we feel is an illusion...if you can't trust your feelings, how do you know what is real? Are feelings just that -- feelings? Nothing more? Emotions -- not to be trusted.
DATE: 2/15/04
What I'm listening to today: "Half a World Away" by REM
Funny how one minute you can be so close to someone and the next it's like you never knew them.
DATE: 2/14/04
What I'm listening to today: "Psychic Hearts" by Thurston Moore
There was this girl last year, she always dressed in black and had the bluest eyes. She seemed to have no friends, - she was always walking in the hall alone. But she had this amazing sense of...self, I guess. She knew who she was and she didn't care what anyone thought of her. I always wanted to talk to her and then one day she was gone... and so was my chance to ever get to know who she really was...
DATE: 2/13/04
What I'm listening to today: "Mad Mad World" by Michael Andrews and Gary Jules
It's so weird, like some days, totally randomly, I get these flash memories of my mom. They seem to appear for no reason and sometimes it's almost as if I'm remembering them for the first time. So today I was driving and this song comes on the radio and suddenly I see my mom and me in the park...I can see her pushing me on the swing and I can see her hair being blown in front of her face, her knit red scarf and her brown cardigan. And then it's gone. Just a window into the past, opened for no reason, quickly shut again.
DATE: 2/12/04
What I'm listening to today: "Love Song" by 311
They do pretty right by this song... it's no Cure but I'm feeling it...
DATE: 2/11/04
What I'm listening to today: "Spin the Bottle" by Julianna Hatfield
I wonder if all these games we play in high school stop when we get out... or if the rest of life is just like high school -- now there's kind of a disturbing thought... | 
